Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Such a disgrace..

Things are going good with me and Mark. He is starting the real thing tomorrow, 12 on 12 off days everyday. Hopefully I can still talk to him everyday. If not then I GUESS it won't be a horrible thing, it would be good for us, so we can be more excited when we finally see each other. Speaking of which, I am still going to try to go see him sometime before school starts, sometime during July or August after we get back from Illinois. I hope I can!

Joey is doing so good. He's sitting up now! <333 He can sit up for quite a while by himself, sometimes he'll lose his balance and fall over but for the most part he's so good at it. He's still not rolling over :( but I'm sure he'll get it soon, hopefully. He's just lazy, hehe.

Well my birthday was this past Sunday. What a day... my first surprise of the day (2 am) was of my mom waking me up to tell me my dad is gone because he was caught on the phone with someone, making this the 2nd time he has cheated on her (that she has proof of.) He left in anger and she threw his stuff out. So the whole day was just about that, I didn't have much of a birthday. Which I wouldn't even care, if it wasn't for the reason that it was. Now he is moved out and my mom is never taking him back and he is now filing for divorce. It is all happening so quick, it's hard to believe sometimes. I hate that this is all happening while I am here, but at the same time I'm glad, because my mom would be having SOO much more of a harder time if I weren't here to help her and be here for her to talk to and vent to. So I don't know what's going to happen next, it's just day by day right now. I hope things don't get really ugly. I hope they remember I do have a son here.

Anyway, pray for us... my mom mainly. We need it.

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